At the moment I am struggling big time to diet. I am doing quite well at maintaining my weight, despite eating some bad foods - I have sense enough not to eat more calories than I can burn off.
I am fed up of low gi foods - well the stuff I know how to make anyway. I probably need to inject some inspiration and new receipes to my diet. I would love to hurl sweetner, lentils and chickpeas at Rick Gallop. I am just so sick of all food. Even the foods I am currently 'cheating' with have lost their sparkle… I just want to eat all the foods I shouldn't. On Saturday I ate pie, chips and gravy - it was wonderful. I want cream cakes and jacket potatoes. I know that eating all of those sorts of foods will zap my energy and send me into a little summer slump.
But I am so f**king fed up.
I don't want to cook. I don't want to expel any effort - I've been doing this since last september, do I have to keep at it forever?
Equally so I just want to be at my target weight now, with no effort and preferably with a grand to blow on clothes.
I still have 41 pounds to go and getting rid of them seems more difficult than some kind of mythological quest. But I am not after the holy grail, just to get to nine stone.
I am no where near to my two month weightloss target.
Something has to change, but I am not sure what or how or why…
Grrr, Grrr and more Grrr.
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